My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It’s because of you
steal my soul; 3:57 AM
YESTERDAY felt like a dream,
it felt like it wasn't real.
because today, everything
wrong is happening again.
i'm so tired of waiting.
steal my soul; 1:33 AM
sometimes i wonder why i try so hard to keep the memory of you fresh, and get so upset when i can't seem to remember you.
steal my soul; 2:49 PM
there's some things i appreciate
but still lose.
and thats the way life is.
and sometimes, the past can
never be the present, whats more the future.
life doesnt go the way you want it to.
and please, stop thinking i'm not old enough to think,
because i am. stop assuming i don't appreciate things,
because i do.
whats happening to me?i'm changing, thats what.
steal my soul; 9:13 PM
yeah, its happening,
and nothing can change it.
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admit that i'm wrongand then change my mindsorry but i've gotta be strongand leave you behindI can't waste time so give it a momentI realize nothing's brokenNo need to worry about everything i've doneLive every second like it was my last oneDon't look back, got a new directionI loved you once, needed protectionYou're still a part of everything i doYou're on my heart just like a tattoo
steal my soul; 6:15 AM
i wish i didn't lose you.
steal my soul; 9:02 PM
SWITZERLAND, it was great.
there was a lot of snowing going on.
[ i had tons of fun throwing snowballs at my brother, and trying to build a snow man(which ended up looking like some little monster), and watching
those loves ski and snowboard. ]
it was just amazing, just like how you are.
i'll never forget that moment.movies during the 12hr (x2) flight:
- I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry ;D
- The Longest Yard ;D
- No Reservations ;D
- Underdog ;D
- Transformers
- Hairspray ;D
- Evan Almighty
- Harry Potter: Order of the Phoenix
steal my soul; 7:27 PM
i don't know, i really don't.
maybe i should just put all of it behind.
i'm not sure if i'm just being sensitive.
or everything is just slowly fading away.
still, i'm sorry.
flying off to switzerland today.
and everything will probably change when i'm back from my trip. we may even become strangers again.
steal my soul; 3:03 PM
TODAY WAS FUN, FUN, FUN!i love girl friends.
i love you, kim.
i love you, melsa.
thanks for being my true friends even though i'm so super annoying! ;D
steal my soul; 2:52 AM
I shouldn't have trusted you.
steal my soul; 5:18 PM
